Rinduuu

I am so drained out to go over to fat boy's crib. We have yet to download the wedding pictures. Currently staying with the in-law, so have been behaving really well these past few days.

Initial plan, was to stay at my house, and be back to Simei, whenever the laki is on his night and early morning shift. Terlari lari I jah, mcm orang pelarian. Gi kerja ngan beg besar, mcm org nak lari rumah, nasib laki beli kan bag glamour. Tak lah malu sangat, angkut bag besar.

During zaman tunang, zaman belum dapat, 'Yang, kita tinggal rumah u, I sanggup bayar midnight charge dari airport sampai Hougang.' Macam mana punya jauh lah airport tu ngan Hougang, auta keling betol si laki ni tau. Skarang bila I tanya, 'Kata balik Hougang???' member dengan tersengeh sengeh boleh jawab, 'Tak ader black and white apa' eeeeehhhhhh ringannya siku I girl, mcm nak jetak jer. Pakkal syurga I kat bawah tapak kaki dia. He added lah, dekat ngan kerja lah, dekat ngan kerja I lah.. bla.. bla.. bla..

Its true lah, my work place is just 3 stops away from the mother in law house. It is a pleasure staying with mum in law too. She is a house wife so the house is always neat and tidy. Tak ader terpekik pekik except for the laki's nephews yg bising bila merebut mainan. Other than that, it was peaceful at Simei. Tapi I masih belum biasa lah, nak tambah nasi pun I segan, nak buat kopi sebelum pergi kerja pun segan, nak keluar buang air kecik time malam malam pun I segan. Si laki sampai cakap, 'Pergi jer lah kencing, nak malu buat apa?' Malu, takut nanti mak dia pikir, apa agaknya anak aku buat ni eh. Kita tak buat apa apa, cuma bladder saya ni yg tak kuat. The laki asked me to pause my overactive imaginary mind. But cannot help it lah.

And I miss my home!!!!!!! Nangis I girl malam malam rindu my house, rindu my own room. I tau lah I drama but different lah. I am so use to rumah kecoh kecoh, rumah bising, boleh terpekik sana sini, orang berbual kuat kuat, dengan bunyi hair dryer, bunyi shaver, bunya my mother blender lada, bunya my cats 'meow' bila dia lapar, bunyi my father sneezing pagi pagi tak stop stop, suara my mother terpekik bangun subuh,  rumah semua lampu terbukak, rumah yang fridge sentiasa loaded with junks, my comfortable bed with comforters and tv and aircon, my water heater. My dad was laughing, 'Padan muka kau, rasa kan. dah pampered sangat. Gi tinggal ngan laki kau' eeehhhh sampai hatinya.

I miss my mum, tiap tiap hari ah call rumah and I miss my sisters!!!!!!!!!

I am closest with the youngest one and my mum called me at the office telling me that the sis cried last night. We are used to lepak atas katil, talk about boys, talk about everything, den all of the sudden for the past 3 weeks balik rumah mandang I tak ader jer. Si kecik ni suka bercerita so ader ajer citer dia nak update bila balik kerja. So bila dia tgk bilik I sentiasa kosong and my cupboards baju dah tinggal sikit (sebab i dah bawak gi umah laki) member break down, part of it sebab dia dah tak boleh pinjam my baju lagi... So korang mana yg ader adik beradik, spent as much time with them.

And I miss my cats too!!!

Ader yg akan cakap, apa susahnya balik ajer lah. Entah lah eh, rasa dia lain lah. Maybe masih baru lah eh, I am still adapting to the new role and responsibilities. The laki keep reminding me, it will take time, everything will be ok.

It will be ok, when he is ready to keep away all his records, his cds, and throw away his single bed!!!!!! Sakit badan squueze kat single bed. Badan I kalau kecik tak apa...

ah kan I dah nak start nangis balik...