Nak Carik Baju Kurung

Every year in August, my pocket will be deeply slashed, renew road tax, renew insurance. This year Syawal falls in August and I am soooo thankful it falls on the 30th (lepas gaji geng).

Mana nak pakai duit for check up, ketepikan duit zakat, mana nak beli bahan bahan kuih. Its a must to bake during Hari Raya, very therapeutic for me. And another item that I need to add into my long list is baju kurung.

I can no longer fit into any of my baju kurung. The baju ok, the kain all cannot kancing already. I dun like to use getah for the kain so I always requested for kanching so that the kain sit nicely on the hip. Amik kau, satu kain pun dah tak bleh muat!!!!!

Meleleh leleh air mata try balik all my baju raya, I have made 5 pairs of baju raya this year. Maklum sajer, first time beraya dengan abang and family...  baru ingat nak glam. Eh did I type abang there.. menyampah pulak bunyinya.

Tube dress and the sarung langsung dah tak bleh masuk at the hip, baju off shoulder lace mcm Seniwati Sarimah, dah mcm nak tertetas kat bust area.Songket thai silk tu, blakang can zip, but the tummy area, once kalau I duduk berderai kain dia agaknya. Sungguh touching.

Mr S pujuk 'Dah lah takkan baju dah ketat pun nak nangis, sampai gitu skali. Kan pregnant. Nanti kita jalan geylang, kita beli lah baju'

'kita cari baju raya kat first lady eh'

and the datin menyampuk 'Kalau dah tak muat pakai baju ibu pun boleh'

Lagi deras air mata meleleh.... I dont blame the hormones. Kalau tak pregnant, baju dah tak muat pun can make me nangis.

at 24 weeks, and the reason for all the ketat baju raya.